The Waters Deep

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  • Surviving the Dreams

    The nights are the hardest. The Dreams. I can’t control the Dreams. Giant Bears. Chasing me. The flood waters pushing me to the top of the castle built out of salt. Crumbling under my feet as I try to climb… Continue reading

  • The Invisible Door

    I didn’t say “I love you”. Back. I had drifted somewhere else. I wasn’t even sure I heard the words. But I felt them. I felt them being thrown at me and it didn’t feel like love. It felt aggressive… Continue reading

  • Mothers Day

    Relationships are complicated For me, None more than this one With one hand you held on tightly with the other you shoved me away Generational Mother Daughter conflict Confusion, Hurt, Anger, Love, Rejection, Fear They all became one emotion Tangled… Continue reading

  • The Bloom

    Years ago I had a friend, whom had been in my life all of my life, “Let me go”. Literally, Physically and Mentally. I was “Let Go”. I didn’t know it at the time but it would turn out to… Continue reading

  • The story’s we tell

    The story’s I tell myself are rarely the whole truth.   They come in strong, they feel real, but can change directions, like the winds at the edge of the ocean. I believe the absolute truth of them until something shifts… Continue reading